I’ve come to the conclusion, I have 0 friends. No matter how many times I tell myself these people actually care about me or that what people say about “there are no such things as friends" , but they are right. I’ve been trying to learn these 18 years of living but I’ve finally learned today. The people that I consider my "friends" are really self centered and in reality only care about themselves. When I try to talk to people and tell them whats going on with me, they bring themselves into the picture and then we get off of me and go onto them. Like HELLO, CAN YOU HELP ME WITH MY PROBLEMS FIRST?
I went through a life changing experience this past week and when I went through it ALONE. No one was there with me, nobody knows what I saw, nobody knows what I felt, nobody knows what was going through my mind. They all were scared for me while it was happening but after a day they were all gone & back on focusing on themselves. Those are not friends of mines, those are the people I need to keep away from. Sure we can share a joke or two every now & then but as far as a friendship goes, yeah we don’t have that.